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Jan 31
I don’t know.
What hurts the most for me is not hearing “No.” but hearing “I don’t know.” At least with No, their mind is made up, and they know what they want. But with “I don’t know”.. They don’t know if they love you enough to keep going, they don’t know if they want this anymore, and most of all, they don’t know if they want you anymore. The simple act of not being sure of anything, the simplicity of indecisiveness can drive a person mad with anxiousness and hurt.
Person A: I need to know, I want to know.. Do you even love me anymore?
Person B: I don’t know.
Jan 23
“ Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.
— Selenna Rullmus’ (via callmebri)
“ Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.
— Selenna Rullmus’ (via callmebri)
I give him them birds [:
- me: why's your heart beating so fast ?
- marvin: cuz you give him them butterflies !
- frayne: no you give me BIRDS, not butterflies . *rubbing his tummy(:
Yesterday,
was soo perfect .
-woke up early but got dropped off @my bestfriends house instead of getting to school, cuz it was only 715 .
-got to school, & had Spanish . got this cuuuuties number & was texting him [: talking to Kevin instead about my dramas instead of “reviewing our assignments” . haha .
-went to advisory to chat with Marjorie, Earl & Joseph x3 but left after 3O minutes to get ready for a game .
-left school @11 oclock, bcuz the game was @12 .
-major playing time, won 68 to 11 . Scored only 8 .
-got back into the bus & the bus driver dropped us off @Burger King . Coach T got my a kids meal !(;
-got back to school around 2, but didn’t go to class & kicked it in manny’s office till the bell rang .
-went to Evas house with Jess so she could get ready to go out .
-kicked one Eva’s bed w/ Jess [:
-picked clothes out for Eva & went to the Monroe game ! ;D
-Monroe was beeeeasting .
-saw alotta old friends who’ve changed SO much ! O: wow !
-watched Eva get into a fight with some bitch who thought it was cool to run into me & step on Eva . Wtf was that about ?
-went home [: & walked to Marvins house to start homework & see Frayne [:
-Frayne didnt leave me any French fries -____- WOW .
-kicked it in Marvins room, me & baby on his bed (; we sooo didn’t have a make out session in from on Marvin . HAHA ;D
-failed to do homework .
-Baby walked me home & gave me an eeeeeeeeeeeever so passionate good night kiss
